Photo: Taken on Lake Almanor towards Lassen last Sunday with Chris
It's Friday - i guess that's always welcomed. I'm using my time up with Blueberry coffee and writing this so i don't have to get ready for work. I have been reasonably mellow this last week due to my candid attempt to understand 'patience'. I remember the kind of patience we had as a child - the one where we wanted to grow-up and fly away just to buy another ticket back home, or during college it was a never-ending cycle of hurry-up and wait! This patience is different. I did grow-up (I'm still not happy about that), Ive arrived (where? i don't know), and I'm going somewhere (again, i don't know), with someone. This week has been lingering with - Where am i going to live? Where am i going to work? Where is he going to live? When am i going to see him? When is my interview? How much is the pay? Do i really want to move? (I am so tired of moving) How far do i want to go? Do i want to change doctors? This orchatra of life's little questions making sweet music.
Despite all the questions i am still calm - surprising for those who know me the most. There is nothing i can do to speed it up and i am okay with that. Having him reassure me is my wishing-well of patience in it's self.
2 comments:
The fact alone that you just used 'Mr. Delano' in a blog kind of frightens me! That one took me back! Okay say it with me now..."I am intrinsically good..." Okay can't stop laughing! I think I remember the day I threw my very own copy of The Delano Code of Ethics in my trash can...oops!
So, yes, as someone who does know you well, this does surprise me to say the least...I would comment more, but I wouldn't want to cheapen our wine date! I am so counting down! Off to my massage, then home to finish enough homework to actually allow myself this break I'm taking tomorrow! See ya soon!
Hi Nella,
I don't know who Mr Delano is or was, But that is a beautiful picture. Hope things are smoothing out for you.
Dusty
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