10.11.2008

Priorities

Today is absolutely beautiful! I woke up the the smell of a little too much wine the night before and sweet kisses from an amazing love. There are just enough clouds to give the sky a little texture and no tree has the same color. Saturday's still winds sounds like gentle whispers and pillows of earth reach for compassion.


Whenever i decide to pack a few essentials i will take the 4 hour drive to Coalinga. Cuddle with Vada, hug my parents, and explain to them the simplicities of my life which consumes it all. We will get in depth about politics, unemployment, and my future. All of which is high priority!


I will meet up with Janae probably in some corner of the town so we are not seen by public eyes - i swear sometimes i feel we are secret lovers :) lol


I might take a drive to Bakersfield for several reasons. 1. I got a big car and alot of stuff can fit in it 2. I haven't gone there enough to see my best friend and 'why not' now? 3. I want to take a yellow flower to my grandparents 4. There might be another 'closer' there that i don't know about


I expect to get a little home sick in a few days and get eager to come back home to my wind chimes, Jupiter, wine at noon, familiar trees, and love. But for the next few days my family, which also includes dear friends, are very very high priorities.


See you Soon!

1 comment:

Nae said...

I'm so excited to see you! Honestly, I think it just now hit me that transition, no matter how needed, is painful...and I need you now! Secret lover or just good friend-ha! See you soon!