6.15.2009

Create A Word Search

Make your Own Word Search Puzzle!
Think of all the words that you associate with your love-one or relationship and make a puzzle, print it out, and give it to them!
It's fun, it's cute, it's chezzy! But oh' HOW CUTE!
GO do it! They will love it! GO NOW!

“I Find Your Interest Interesting”


For three nights now I have been having dreams about Gregory House!


And not like sarcastic conversations about working in a hospital or dieing on a hospital bed with him leaning over my bed trying to get me to tell the truth but about intimate situations between two people. WTF?!


I will admit I find him intriguing, stimulating, and repulsively addicting . . . but . . . .geez . . .

6.14.2009

Still

We title our relationships and we title our roles.
We title our history and our social standards.
Do you not feel validated until you title yourself with some social word?

Do you want to categorize me into a box to help you understand?
Do you need someone to call you some term of endearment to feel endured?
Do you put yourself in a box because it's belonging?
Or do you love and live without walls.

We are stupid at life because we just want to live.
We are dumb at reasoning because we have emotion.
We are smart in other's life because we have the ability to take ourselves out.

6.09.2009

Emu Who?

Have you heard of Emu Oil?

Emu oil is composed entirely of fatty acids that are similar to those found in our skin. Omega 3, 6, and 9 fatty acids are essential compounds our skin needs to stay healthy and robust. Fatty acids from emu oil penetrate your skin to provide anti-inflammatory properties directly to the source.

I bought Blue-Emu last night and i think it's a miracle cream. Along with Emu Oil this cream has Aloe Vera which is great for the skin but not the reason i bought it. I'm hoping the Glucosamine and MSM (Methyl Sulfonyl Methane), their natural supplements for pain relief, inflammation and tissue repair will help with my discomfort.

10 benefits to Emu Oil according to blue-emu.com

1. Emu Oil is a Natural Anti-Inflammatory

2. Emu Oil is a Natural Anti-bacterial Agent

3. Emu Oil is a Natural Anti-Fungal

4. Emu Oil and Arthritis - Muscle & Joint Injury - Relieve the Pain!

5. Emu Oil Offers Unsurpassed Penetration

6. Emu Oil is Hypo-Allergenic

7. Emu Oil Has No known Side Effects

8. No Odor/Will not Stain Clothing

9. Emu Oil is Non-comedogenic

10. Burn Pain and Scarring, Speeds Wound Healing

6.08.2009

My Living Room Photos is Out of Place

As some of you know I have been having some serious symptoms consisting of breathing problems and joint/muscle pain. The one and only ER trip showed a perfect heart, good oxygen levels, no blood clots, basically I'm in tip-top shape.

More blood work the following week resulting in a positive ANA test which can be associated with several autoimmunes diseases. This time I recieved the lab results in the mail before my doctor's assistant called me with the news. Of cource, when i get the paper results it's in medical mumble-jumble with #>()%^{} symbols everywhere and no translation. However, with the help from Ms. Assistant it is known my Mono is back, I have a ANA titer of 1:80 with a speckled pattern and high cortisol levels. If that means anything to you, you know more than I. We do know that the high cortisol levels are from a Rx that i was on for 3 months. Goes without saying I'm not taking those anymore. If it were up to me that Rx should be banned.

So this morning I get another call from Ms. Assistant telling me that Mr. Doctor received the detailed results back from my ANA test and "there were a few things off!" What is that? When you hang photos across the wall in your living room and one photo is "OFF" that means it's out of place. So if that's the case. . . in the English structure . . . my blood results are 'out of place'.

I have two theories!

1. It must be bad news because why wouldn't he just tell me over the phone like he had his nurse do the first time. Just give me my syndrome and send me to a specialist and have me be on my merry flippin' way!

2. Usually when i over -react the results of anything (job, blood test, family news, interview, school test, anything) is not a big deal. Therefore, if history serves me right, I will over-react and element every possible bad answer which will result in a mid-stream explanation to all my symptoms.

Wish me Luck.

6.07.2009

They Have My Blood and My Money


For the most part my unemployment checks are going directly into the medical field. Im a small package but oh' how I stimulate the Health Insurance Companies!

6.05.2009

De-li-cious: adj. highly pleasing to the senses

Monday night we took a stroll to our local Jon and Bon's.

They change thier frozen yogurt flavors once in awhile and this week they created Coconut Cream Pie flavored frozen yogurt! I mixed it with simple chocolate and i was in heaven!


It's the simple things in life!

Throwing in the Towel

You know when you mom said "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all"
Well. . . same goes for blogging, sometimes! Even though in the past i have been able to verbally abuse strangers and issues via New Post i just can't seem to gather the nerve or the words to express my frustration with my current stance. So for now i will drop vague lines because i have the prerogative to do so . . . it's MY blog!
I will say over half of my own frustration stems from myself. I am currently attempting to 'chill' (without xanax) and back-out of the critic's box. I'm tired of fighting with my own shadow!

Bille Park and Honey Run

just a few . . . new photo's HERE