6.15.2009
Create A Word Search
“I Find Your Interest Interesting”

6.14.2009
Still
We title our history and our social standards.
Do you not feel validated until you title yourself with some social word?
Do you want to categorize me into a box to help you understand?
Do you need someone to call you some term of endearment to feel endured?
Do you put yourself in a box because it's belonging?
Or do you love and live without walls.
We are stupid at life because we just want to live.
We are dumb at reasoning because we have emotion.
We are smart in other's life because we have the ability to take ourselves out.
6.12.2009
6.09.2009
Emu Who?
Have you heard of Emu Oil?Emu oil is composed entirely of fatty acids that are similar to those found in our skin. Omega 3, 6, and 9 fatty acids are essential compounds our skin needs to stay healthy and robust. Fatty acids from emu oil penetrate your skin to provide anti-inflammatory properties directly to the source.
I bought Blue-Emu last night and i think it's a miracle cream. Along with Emu Oil this cream has Aloe Vera which is great for the skin but not the reason i bought it. I'm hoping the Glucosamine and MSM (Methyl Sulfonyl Methane), their natural supplements for pain relief, inflammation and tissue repair will help with my discomfort.
10 benefits to Emu Oil according to blue-emu.com
1. Emu Oil is a Natural Anti-Inflammatory
2. Emu Oil is a Natural Anti-bacterial Agent
3. Emu Oil is a Natural Anti-Fungal
4. Emu Oil and Arthritis - Muscle & Joint Injury - Relieve the Pain!
5. Emu Oil Offers Unsurpassed Penetration
6. Emu Oil is Hypo-Allergenic
7. Emu Oil Has No known Side Effects
8. No Odor/Will not Stain Clothing
9. Emu Oil is Non-comedogenic
10. Burn Pain and Scarring, Speeds Wound Healing
6.08.2009
My Living Room Photos is Out of Place
More blood work the following week resulting in a positive ANA test which can be associated with several autoimmunes diseases. This time I recieved the lab results in the mail before my doctor's assistant called me with the news. Of cource, when i get the paper results it's in medical mumble-jumble with #>()%^{} symbols everywhere and no translation. However, with the help from Ms. Assistant it is known my Mono is back, I have a ANA titer of 1:80 with a speckled pattern and high cortisol levels. If that means anything to you, you know more than I. We do know that the high cortisol levels are from a Rx that i was on for 3 months. Goes without saying I'm not taking those anymore. If it were up to me that Rx should be banned.
So this morning I get another call from Ms. Assistant telling me that Mr. Doctor received the detailed results back from my ANA test and "there were a few things off!" What is that? When you hang photos across the wall in your living room and one photo is "OFF" that means it's out of place. So if that's the case. . . in the English structure . . . my blood results are 'out of place'.
I have two theories!
1. It must be bad news because why wouldn't he just tell me over the phone like he had his nurse do the first time. Just give me my syndrome and send me to a specialist and have me be on my merry flippin' way!
2. Usually when i over -react the results of anything (job, blood test, family news, interview, school test, anything) is not a big deal. Therefore, if history serves me right, I will over-react and element every possible bad answer which will result in a mid-stream explanation to all my symptoms.
Wish me Luck.
6.07.2009
They Have My Blood and My Money
6.05.2009
De-li-cious: adj. highly pleasing to the senses
Throwing in the Towel
Well. . . same goes for blogging, sometimes! Even though in the past i have been able to verbally abuse strangers and issues via New Post i just can't seem to gather the nerve or the words to express my frustration with my current stance. So for now i will drop vague lines because i have the prerogative to do so . . . it's MY blog!
I will say over half of my own frustration stems from myself. I am currently attempting to 'chill' (without xanax) and back-out of the critic's box. I'm tired of fighting with my own shadow!


