7.26.2009

Unveiled

With these words I am about to hurt you
I am about to disappoint you and alter our reality
I have spent days and nights creating this moment
and now I have no where to run
I can't call myself proud and true if I stand here and lie to you
You will look at me confused, upset, or mad
You will be silent, walk away, or ask why
And after all is said and done - I will still be Me
I will still be the girl that prays in silence
The one who values every experience as a lesson
The woman who never forgets gratitude and forgiveness
A person who is madly in love
Your daughter, who is ashamed of disheartening you

7.24.2009

This Woman's Work - Maxwell

Here is the Video from So You Think You Can Dance July 22, 2009 that I mentioned in my previous post 'Thank You, Tyce Melissa and Ade'.



7.22.2009

Thank You, Tyce Melissa and Ade

My favorite television program is So You Think you Can Dance and tonight was more than entertainment and dancing - is was a journey of an incredable story!
Thank You to Tyce Diorio to who choroegrpahed the contemporary piece danced and Thank You to Melissa and Ade who danced a danced of life with thier entire soul.
I have always felt honored to be a survivor and i feel honored to have seen that dance.
Note: I don't have the video yet but im sure it will be on YouTube soon.

Girl Friend's Get-Away

As of Sunday I will be the happiness girl alive! A vacation to Monterey! I am telling you this because if I don't come back you will know where I'll be!

For me it's not much of a vacation seeing that i hardly work and don't have much stress or responsibility but I really don't need an excuse to get any with Janae. We deserve it! Well, to be honest she deserves it much more than I do but I'm going to help her enjoy it! Not to mention we know have to create a low-budget get-away!
I'm especially looking forward to this get-a-away because we have never spent a 'real' vacation together. We have done a day trip here or there, visited each other's homes, and one coast trip with our mom's (which was great) but never just the two of us! It's kinda silly but this is going to make up for the lack of Birthday events for the last 5 years!
Get ready for a plethora of photos!!!

7.20.2009

Good News for Spoons - Bad News for Lupus

I feel slightly sad that I don't post as much as I use to on here but my life is reasonably still these last several months. Also, I hate to admit with Facebook I seem to write a short sentence or two on my status update instead of writing my usual paragraph on blogger. Maybe because I know people actually look at my facebook and comment back! Which is fine because I think this blog has really only become a creative journal for me instead of a method of communication.


I did, however, want to share some health news with you. I hinted awhile back that I had blood test done and the results directed my doctor to Lupus. I have a specialist appointment the end of August which will hopefully give us more details but until then I have been educating myself on the disease. Reading and learning more about support groups, community, research, facts, and myths. Luckily I have been symptom free since the 2nd of this month and not on any prescriptions only Juice Plus and Pycnogenol® (antioxidant, acts as a natural anti-inflammatory, selectively binds to collagen and elastin, and finally, it aids in the production of endothelial nitric oxide which helps to dilate blood vessels). However, there are millions of people that deal with this disease in the worst way every day and depend on research and development to strive for advanced treatment and a cure. I’m happy to share with you that the largest lupus drug trial ever completed was successful!


The following is a small excerpt from On the Road to a Cure:


"Today, Human Genome Sciences (HGS) and GlaxoSmithKline (GSK) announced positive results from a year-long clinical trial of BENLYSTA for treating lupus. When the 52-week study concluded, the lupus patients who were treated with BENLYSTA had improvement in overall disease activity without clinically significant flare-ups in one or more isolated organs when compared to patients who received the placebo (inactive agent). The patients receiving BENLYSTA also were able to reduce their intake of steroid medications. The study is the largest ever to be completed for lupus and the first Phase III (late stage) trial of a new biologic immune therapy for lupus to succeed in meeting its primary endpoint and most of its secondary endpoints."


The subject of lupus is very discreet and unknown, unlike cancer, but during my self education on this matter I have read some of the most touching and inspiring storing about this silent disease. I'm excited about what the Lupus Foundation of America is accomplishing and ready to educate other people about this disease.

For more information Lupus.org is a great place to start.
And read Christine Miserandino's "The Spoon Theory" . Her personal story has been referred to for many years, it allows people to share with their family and friends the day-in and day-out struggles with lupus. It’s a good read!

7.17.2009

Photo Time


Farmer's Market
and Slice of Chico

7.15.2009

My Degree Surpasses Your Attitude

I’m back at work these days - well kinda! I picked up a no-brainer job on an as-need basis in a real estate office. I’m over qualified and overly bored but greatly appreciated by Mike, the man in charge (which makes it worth it). My duties are simple, answer phone, take messages, direct people to model homes, and hand out floor plans, anything to make them 'feel at home' without talking prices. Of course, I don't know much about the business and/or details of the homes so I direct to the questions to the right person. This part-time job has helped me get back into the business world and I know something better will come along but for now I’m content being a GREAT office assistant.

So when this guy came in the office today his statements made me so frustrated I wanted to pull out my 4-year degree and slap him across the face with it. He starts asking me questions before the door has time to shut behind him and as I try to explain to him that the sales rep. that he needs to talk to is out of the office he precedes to interrupt me and demand that I call that person and ask how far away from the office they are (apparently he had already called the sales rep. and knew he was on his way)! OMG why the eff did you bother me then?! So as I get ready to call the sales rep. to get his ETA the phone rings and I proceed to take a message from a local realtor. The man in the office comes up to my desk and assumes I am talking to the sales rep. so he speaks loudly and says "MIKE (sales rep.) IM HERE MAN - WHERE ARE YOU MAN?" I have to apologize to the realtor on the phone, cover the phone receiver, and tell the man to please be quite I am taking a message and I will call Mike as soon as I am done. He walks away pissed and starts’ asking questions to him self. When I get off the phone and start dialing Mike's cell number the man interrupts and says "NEVERMIND ILL DO IT" and takes out his cell phone and calls Mike!!! At this point I know there is nothing that is going to make this relationship better! As the phone is ringing he leads over and says to me "You must be new!" Before I could gather my thoughts to say something he had already walked away and started talking on the phone.

He had me so frustrated I couldn't remember what I was doing before he walked in. This man was ethnic with a thick accent and spoke broken English and kept saying either to Mike or myself 'I don't understand', 'explain again', and 'repeat repeat'. Mike meets the man outside for their meeting and later comes back in and leans over to my desk, again, and in a childish small voice says "THANK YOU honey, you’re sweet and doing a GREAT job" as if I was a 3 year old then says "we all have to start somewhere – you will be fine"! I just grinned and secretly flipped him off under the desk! Mike who knows my education and experience level just laughed – there was no correcting this man even if he tried!

These people just piss me off! Don't ever assume just because I look pretty in office attire, know how to greet people, and answer the phones that I am not well equip to kick your ESL Ass!

7.13.2009

Words of Wisdom

Founds this on a friend's page - It's a great pick-me-up for me! Not to mention freckin' funny!

7.03.2009

Random Photos

Just some more photos from San Francisco!
The onion heart was delievered by the cook to Laura! I loved it!
A tip jar found in a Coffee Shop - I love it!

7.02.2009

San Francisco Visit


Check out our lastest photo from San Francisco!