This universe gives so many blessings - you just have to open your mind and ask for them! I'm on my knees in thankfulness this morning for the love in this world! For years i had no idea what i was missing! I can now feel my heart working in the ways it was meant to!
I wrote this on my FaceBook several days ago when I started getting a grip on where my life's events were taking me. As much as I pride myself on the ability to write what I’m thinking and feeling I just couldn't get my keyboard to communicate with my soul in the last several weeks. Despite my talkative and loud self I have been spiritually silent for some time. I kept this spiritually journey to myself knowing 1. it needed to be that way for me to focus on it and 2. i didn't know what this silence really meant let alone me trying to define it to someone else.
For a few months now I have stopped kicking a screaming at life’s happenings. I have stopped questioning the universe before it’s even done with the sentence. I have slowed down the process that results in being quick to anger. I have turned up my gut reactions knowing my gut sometimes knows more than I do. When I am alone I take it in and stay silent. I use my logic andfight mode argument skills in moderation these days and depend primarily on heart and well-being. Don't get me wrong I am an infant in this journey to my core but I'm on my way.
I am slightly hesitate to write about this amazing transformation in fear that I might hinder it but I am positive that I am in the right position and around the right people to help me with that.
If anyone knows me I battle with 'labels' - labeling myself and others around me. However, I recently labeled myself something I don't regret. I am a recovering pessimist!
I wrote this on my FaceBook several days ago when I started getting a grip on where my life's events were taking me. As much as I pride myself on the ability to write what I’m thinking and feeling I just couldn't get my keyboard to communicate with my soul in the last several weeks. Despite my talkative and loud self I have been spiritually silent for some time. I kept this spiritually journey to myself knowing 1. it needed to be that way for me to focus on it and 2. i didn't know what this silence really meant let alone me trying to define it to someone else.
For a few months now I have stopped kicking a screaming at life’s happenings. I have stopped questioning the universe before it’s even done with the sentence. I have slowed down the process that results in being quick to anger. I have turned up my gut reactions knowing my gut sometimes knows more than I do. When I am alone I take it in and stay silent. I use my logic and
I am slightly hesitate to write about this amazing transformation in fear that I might hinder it but I am positive that I am in the right position and around the right people to help me with that.
If anyone knows me I battle with 'labels' - labeling myself and others around me. However, I recently labeled myself something I don't regret. I am a recovering pessimist!
1 comment:
Sounds to me like you've been doing some much needed soul searching. I find that these inner-ponderings always lead to what you need to hear. Maybe not necessarily what you WANT at the time, but restorative faith is always renewing. I'm glad your on your way to inner-peace. You of all people I know deserve happiness and that feeling of being self-fulfilled....
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