Hello There!

It's been some time!
I'm not going to attempt to catch up this blog to my modern day life but i will say i miss writing more than i thought was possible. It is most certainly therapeutic and recently reading my older posts has helped me peal myself off the floor. I regret not writing the last several years for three reasons 1. So much has happened in recent years all i have are memories and photos and with my lack of memory i wish i had a log of my emotions to help direct my future 2. I spent that time of my life with a woman who indirectly changed my life and though i lost myself and her along the way i can never blame her for that. However, i wish i kept writing to keep my sanity. I'll never know if that would have changed things but i would have put my best foot forward. 3. My communication and ways of logic have failed me. I feel like I've lost brain cells and usually writing and reading can keep my brain going. Since nothing is challenging my grey matter at this time i know it would do me sone good to start challenging myself.
Here's to re-learning, writting, trying again, and living!