12/30

I hate that I think I want to love you.
You fail and boost me at the same time.
You will not control me,  I will thrive.
Your dirty creation has left me dependant.
I need to forget your strength.
....I must remember mine.
You are filthy.
Driven by ego and greed. 
I hate that I crave you.
Want you.  Need you.
Hate you.