Memories are part of Life - It's what makes you stronger

I'm beginning to think i should have my Dashboard on my desktop at all times otherwise i miss appeal blogging opportunities. Like now . . .

I'm doing a 10pm apartment cleaning session after a day of conversations with three of my closest friends. During one of my conversations with Janae I explained to her that i was having several flash backs of a certain someone who has been out of my life for almost a year now. Not negative memories or romantic memories just neutral flickers of his name. So as I'm cleaning tonight i realized why - and really it's not that big of a deal. Simply stated. I used a gift card that i received from his family from my last birthday. I opened a Christmas gift from him today that had been collecting dust for the last year and an half. Last year at this time i started my new self exploration which included leaving him. I still can't explain the dreams that I’ve been having but i hope once i shake the simple things that the dreams will go away.

There is something to be said for remembering someone without a bitter taste - it's nice. It probably helps that i am in a place in my life where i have never been so content, satisfied, and full of peace for the future. It makes the word 'Life' live up to its name!