Worthy Wednesday

In honor of one of the most honest and beautiful writers I know who is also my best friend I will be implementing a twist on her idea of 'What do you think of Wednesday' and begin 'Worthy Wednesday'. 

Purpose: We all have reasons to mention something positive, publicly be thankful for a person or event, or shine light on a small forgotten memory all of which are 'Worthy'.

What's worthy for you to mention today?

... I am thankful for the opportunity to visit several different cities and states this year.

Things I'm Learning

Independence is not the highest form of maturity.
Inter-Dependance is building each other's Individuals to be better.

I want something out of my partner because I love them not because i need it.

Steadfast..........*..........Conformity
(find the middle)

Creating phenomenal love is a process of becoming soul mates. It has very little to do with character compatibility.

Find healthy balance between being an Adult, a Child, and a Critic.
*Imagine a peace sign

Getting healthy is an action. Looking and feeling good is the benefit!

List and remember your "Deal Breakers".

Re-Wire.

I think this is Christmas

It's white outside. There is wrapping paper on the floor. The dog has his raw-hide. People are slower in movement and waving at their neighbors.

I feel like this is a ghost of a day i used to know. A day where cuddling and endearment was the only agenda. A day when i knew what family was. A day when i had you.

I can still see the resemblance of hope, faith, and love but they are in shades of gray. I can still feel the lingering of blood pumping through my heart just not sure what color is it.

I softly hear children laughing and parents glowing at their happiness. If i sit quite enough i can hear the wind of peace knocking at our home.

I think this is Christmas but it's just not the same. I think this day is trying for me to remember our name.

Eating Alone

Reasons Why Eating Alone is a Good Idea:
1. The ability to people watch without offended your meal mate.
2. You're important! You're not alone because your lonely, you're eating alone because you deserve to be waited on by a waitress or waiter whose sole purpose for 30 min is You!
3. Take a moment! No awkward silence and no ones schedule but yours. Enjoy a moment in the Universe of You!
4. Don't cut your self short. Only 3+ Star restaurants for you. This isn't a quick break between gym and work. This is a date with the most important person in your life, You!
5.  Allows for time to write, make a life list, check off your life list, organize your week, relaxe from your week, or blog (as i do)!
6. If you're having an extra Me day.....don't forget dessert!

730am

These are my alarm clocks! How do you turn down a morning with this kind of love!?

Hello There!

It's been some time!
I'm not going to attempt to catch up this blog to my modern day life but i will say i miss writing more than i thought was possible. It is most certainly therapeutic and recently reading my older posts has helped me peal myself off the floor. I regret not writing the last several years for three reasons 1. So much has happened in recent years all i have are memories and photos and with my lack of memory i wish i had a log of my emotions to help direct my future 2. I spent that time of my life with a woman who indirectly changed my life and though i lost myself and her along the way i can never blame her for that. However, i wish i kept writing to keep my sanity. I'll never know if that would have changed things but i would have put my best foot forward. 3. My communication and ways of logic have failed me. I feel like I've lost brain cells and usually writing and reading can keep my brain going. Since nothing is challenging my grey matter at this time i know it would do me sone good to start challenging myself.
Here's to re-learning, writting, trying again, and living!